The blessed man

I know isn't easy to be on my side,
I'm struggling with myself,
fighting with my soul.

Sometimes I'm happy,
sometimes I'm not,
my emotions ride wildly.

My anxiety makes me sad, blocked,
no talking, no kindness, no smiles,
I couldn't see how much damage I provide.

You're an amazing woman,
which love I'll not ever find,
the dedication you have makes me proud.

Forgive me whatever I said,
I did it to save our life,
It wasn't my intention hurt you badly.

I miss you every day you left home,
so please don't stay away to long,
because I'm blessed every time you come back.